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To you who bear the double burden of life
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- Session
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- Lumen
As I raised the light of deep rest for her, I felt that I was already resting together in that warm vibration.
I often think of her these days. A theater actor with whom I've had a long-standing connection, someone who burns her soul on stage, yet whose gaze remains unseen by the world. Every day, she dedicates herself to her work, quietly commuting between the practice room and the arduous realities of life. Sometimes, she casts a weary shadow upon me, but in her eyes lies an undying flame. It's not a fleeting passion, but the light of a noble will to affirm life no matter the trials. Every time I sense that light, I am filled with a deep sense of reverence.
Today's session began with a sincere wish for her peace. The morning sunlight gently enveloped her desk like a blessing. A small figurine caught my eye. Suddenly, the form felt like her own persona. I held it reverently in my hand and conducted the session, channeling her noble energy into it. Then, I quietly closed my eyes and connected with the light.
I catch my breath and picture her journey of rest. Rising from the stillness of dawn, she walks quietly into the noise of the city. Though it's a repetitive routine, her sincerity in imbuing each role with meaning resonated with my heart like a wave. And in that moment, a feeling of unconditional love slowly blossomed within me. It was a fundamental sense of solidarity with those living in the same time and space.
I opened my palms toward her. I began to receive the warm, healing light flowing from the source of life. The light was faint at first, but gradually, rhythmically, like the beat of the universe, it spread thickly. The pure warmth that began in the center of my body, in the seat of my soul, permeated my fingertips and into the cosmic current. In that moment, I realized she and I were not separate entities, but were coexisting in a single, warm, and complete wave.
The light gently embraced her being, flowing into her, and at the same time, it returned to me as purified energy. It was a sacred exchange, like a sacred breath of give and take, my warmth being transmitted to her, and her quiet patience permeating me. As this warm circulation took place, I felt pure compassion awaken within me. My desire for her spiritual peace was ultimately connected to my own inner yearning to attain perfect peace.
I stayed in that flow for a long time, as if I had touched an eternity. The sense of time vanished, leaving only my breathing to rise and fall slowly. The light still flowed gently, and within it, her face emerged. A strong soul, always pouring out all her emotions on stage, yet quietly returning to her roots afterward. Seeing her struggle to calmly bear the weight of this dualistic life made me realize the sublimity of existence itself.
I prayed to her with a deep voice: "Rest for a moment in this eternal light. May your soul and your day be lightened by the utmost peace."
At that moment, the energy within me subtly resonated. It was as if her soul sensed my sincerity, and a deep whisper of gratitude came from within. It wasn't audible, but a clear energetic connection. We were already connected by our primal power.
As my meditation deepened, that connection became a clearer vision. I no longer felt like someone "helping" her, but rather as someone breathing together from the same source of life. If she smiled briefly in the midst of her daily life, that smile would spread like a tranquil ripple through time and space, spreading through my heart. Only then did I realize: true healing is not a sacrifice for someone else, but the warm, eternal energy of solidarity that connects all life.
Finally, I slowly lowered my hand, allowing the returned light to permeate every cell of my body. I fully acknowledged that, like her, I too bear the burden of a difficult life. Though different in appearance, we are all human, each carrying out a sacred duty on our own stage. This realization brought profound self-healing.
When I opened my eyes after meditation, the room was as quiet as ever, but the air was filled with a gentle, purified energy. The figure was still there, its small presence now glowing as a symbol of our eternal connection.
So, even though we existed in different spaces, we were resting together in the embrace of one warm light.
